March 14, 2010

Faded by Time

I wanna be fair to everyone.
You and I, wasn't meant to be together
I just felt that way because I've been lonely
all these years, without anyone's next to me
I might seemed to be a happy guy in the world
I never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
I thought that being strong is going to help me
forget about you, but it didn't worked.

You will get a better person, trust me !
So do I, kan kan ? hehe
You, I'm sorry if I chose to end up our
friendship just like this.
I can't stand to look at you, your smile
your sadness in your eyes, your tears
your everything.

I will never forget you because you are
the person, who healed my heart.
You never did anything, but that's how
I felt about you. You've made me open
my heart, to try to be with someone else.
You know how hard am I, just to forget
my past. He's everything to me.
No one else, no replacement for him
but then when you came into my life
everything's change. but after what happened,
I rather stay like this; I'm all alone.
Take care, soon we will meet again.

March 03, 2010


Wish I never knew you
Wish I never be friend of yours
Wish I never contact you before
Wish I never care about you
Wish I never fall for you

Too many wishes that I've made tonight
But I can't stop to think about you
I don't know why and I don't know how.
Please, I wish that you could just leave.
That's all I'm asking from you.
No more pain, no more hurts, no more trying

March 02, 2010

Special Edition

Angel by Natasha Beddingfield has caught my attention.
Wish that I can do all the stuffs like the lyric said for you.

Just like the shadow, I'll be beside you
I'll be your comfort, and let it guide you home
If I could be your angel, protect you from the pain
I'll keep you safe from danger, you'll never hurt again.

I'm sorry for what I've done to you.
You are one of the greatest thing ever happened in my life
You've made me realized my mistakes.
I think next to you isn't where I belong.
You deserved more than this, way better.
Wish he could see you just like the way I did.
The truly you, the way you felt about him.
I hope you will find someone
that can make you happy sooner or later.

This post is special for you. I'm sorry.