Crystal Clear

I didn't go anywhere today
I don't even know where to go to
haish the emptiness is slowly
taking over me and I don't
know how to win over myself back

Yes I shouldn't think like this but
I can't stop from doing it
You're supposed to be my friend
where I put my trust on but
your're turning into a different person
where I don't even know you at all

I will try to regain what I've lost
but I'll never forget you. NEVER EVER.
you're always gonna be the one
I never someone like you and
I don't know why people didn't
realized that you're just too good
and yet I've already realized it
youu wasn't for me

Way Too Far

I never thought that she could be that
evil oke ? we were like BFF gile babi
and she always told me that
"boyfriend come and go, friends stay forever"
take note oke guys !!!!
but then does she really knw the exact meaning
ape yang die ckp ? I dont think so =(

but FYI, if u're planning to use him as a temporary BF
just to wait for someone else to come back,
then i'll make sure that u will never b happy ok ?

how come u made a statement like
"u r in love with A, but u will definitely will choose B"
that is totally FUCK UP oke syg ?
Wake up!! u r not in fairy tale story dear
this is reality !! people with feeling are exist in this world
and not to be played around like voodoo dolls

I just wana to make it clear in public
there is nothing between us and goddamnit
trust ur own FRIEND especially
YOUR BOYFRIEND oke ?

with that i rest my case :p

May 1st

Happy 19th Birthday
Saiful Nizam Baharin
May God Bless You With
All The Kindness