Queen's Talk

formspring.me

2010-11-25T14:30:00.001-08:00

Bring it on, bitch ! http://formspring.me/pdotpdot

formspring.me

2010-11-25T14:29:00.001-08:00

Bring it on, bitch ! http://formspring.me/pdotpdot

Loveable MAMA

2010-11-15T00:23:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday MAMA
You're always there for me
and I'll do the same thing, I'm trying.
Fir doakan Mama panjang umur, di murahkan rezeki
serta dipermudahkan segala urusan dunia & akhirat.

Makta, Makteh, Mama <3

At the same time, Makta was here too.
Thank you, Makta for a very nice gift.
Wish you will get well soon and stronger :)

One more to go

2010-11-15T00:09:00.000-08:00

Yeah, alhamdulillah I just finished my semester 6

and this coming sem, is my last semester of my diploma

even it was a bit tough for me, i've managed to maintain my

humble pointer HAHA. anyway, I'm no longer staying at Shah Alam

after lotsa things happened, and please I don't wanna talk about it

So here are few pictures of our final presentation for

Communication Theory Final Presentation !

Classmates, good luck for upcoming Sem !

Tired

2010-11-11T14:47:00.001-08:00

Oke, I'm going to stop now
Sleepy =_= plus I need to
accompany my friend to Putrajaya
this morning HAHA oke, night !
I'll be back, soon !

A legend and A star

2010-11-11T14:26:00.000-08:00

Burlesque, cepat cepat lah keluar !
OMFG, Xtina and Cher kot !
Hopefully, it's a good movie lah kan
Wait up, the guys in the movie
are also smokin' hot! Trust me ! ;p

Torchy

2010-11-11T14:19:00.000-08:00

I'm sick of my BB's trackball
rasa macam nak sepak je ! pfftt
Then I went survey for phone,
& I was introduced to a new phone
BB TORCH ! sob sob, kita makan hati lah
sebab lawa sangat and kita tak cukup
duit nak beli dia. But don't worry,
I'll work for it babeyh ! caiyok caiyok !
Soon, you'll be mine grrrr

Tweet tweet

2010-11-11T14:12:00.000-08:00

Guys, follow me on twitter. Lately, I don't know why
I'm sooo in lurrvveee with Twitter

That blue bird took my heart lah from FB haha ;p
anyway, follow me at twitter.com/pdotpdot.
See you there !

Jahat !

2010-11-11T14:02:00.000-08:00

Heard of Stacy - Jahat ? Gosh, kill me if korang

tak dengar lagi. It's a cute song, seriously !

At first pun I was like, macam bodoh je lagu ni

tapi once dengar, HAHA I'm addicted to it.

Here's the link ,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R1aZ2AxLPBI

Note: Ardy is one of the talents, gosh he's hot ! ;p
This picture was at M-IFW, 2010. The one with
the black jacket.

Jahat budak jahat, LOL !

Selamat Hari Raya, belated !

2010-11-11T13:11:00.001-08:00

Saya dan keluarga mengucapkan
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir dan Batin !

Mama and Ayah tercinta ! <3

Malang memang tak ada bau -.-

2010-11-11T13:01:00.001-08:00

2 days before Raya 2010, kiteorang accident !
After drop off Israq at Pavilion, Anuar, Mimie and Me
planned to have dinner but yeah, tak nak kat pavi
boring lah -__- so we're planning to have our dinner
maybe at Shah Alam area since Anuar pun nak balik sana
But on our way to S.Alam, from Smart Highway, somewhere
around Highway Kajang to P.J, our car suddenly lost control
and spinning for few times kat jalan, then we hit the divider!
Syukur Alhamdulillah semua oke, just minor injuries !
It was a long story, but since cita dah outdated, so malas
nak panjang lebar :p

Bitches !

2010-11-11T12:54:00.000-08:00

It's been years, I've lost contact with Sofea
my very bestfriend, even for a short time.
I just can't wait to meet her, and spend the
whole day at Starbucks, gossiping and chattin' !
Girl's Talk babeyh ! HAHA

and still, tak dilupakan the other girls,
Syafnida, Bieha, Ramona and Dewi !
Girls, let's hit the road back to hell !

Radar, ON !

2010-11-11T12:48:00.000-08:00

Time by time, I keep on searching
what I needed the most,
and yet I have found nothing pfttt -__-

Anyway, lemme introduce you to a person
who helped me to get through my rough time.
Introducing Israq Ismail, best buddy !
Thank you, KAKAK ! ;p

Here comes goodbye

2010-11-11T12:43:00.000-08:00

You came into my life happily
and you're gone just like wind
I didn't expect it to happen
You showed to me a new life
but it turned out to be
the worst one :(

Every moments we spent together,
I will never forget each of them.
You always be a part of me
no matter how far we are now.

I can't get over you, because
I don't want to.
You're the best thing happened
in my life.

Lotsa love,
Pdot.

Bionic !

2010-11-11T12:24:00.000-08:00

At last, I owned that Christina Aguilera - Bionic album!

I'm so sex-cited about it, I keep on listening to all the songs!
GUYS, MUST BUY ITEM !

New

2010-11-10T04:16:00.000-08:00

Wait for new posts and layout ! :)

Boys and Girls

2010-06-09T17:56:00.000-07:00

recently, I've met few new pals haha boring boring time cuti Semester

Sadly, my pointer dropped to 2.87 because of that Bloody ECONOMIC lah !
I hate numbers since I was small =( Let it be lah, I dont care anymore as long as I
passed that paper haha:) so let me list out those new people to you guys

and many more, later will upload more ! =)
thanks to you guys for making my days happier ;)

Faiq's Birthday

2010-04-07T23:17:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY

FAIQ SYAHMI

DaniCalifornia Pizza

Faiq, Me, Kak Mimi and Family, Ahking,

Arina, Ezza, Aiena, Dekwan, Pipi

Even If

2010-04-07T23:04:00.000-07:00

Gosh, thought that 5th sem I can have a little rest

but it turns upside down ! haha sumpah macam sial!

I got to finish 5 subject punye assignments and

the due date is just around the corner!

It was a tough semester for me I think.

But I've tried to make myself busy as much

as I can cz I've been learning to live

without YOU, but still I miss you.

I'm ready to let go my obsession towards you

cz I cant bear to see my heart hurts

everytime I miss you.

I just wanna know that you're always

in my heart, always.

Faded by Time

2010-03-14T11:09:00.000-07:00

I wanna be fair to everyone.

You and I, wasn't meant to be together

I just felt that way because I've been lonely

all these years, without anyone's next to me

I might seemed to be a happy guy in the world

I never been the kind to ever let my feelings show

I thought that being strong is going to help me

forget about you, but it didn't worked.

You will get a better person, trust me !

So do I, kan kan ? hehe

You, I'm sorry if I chose to end up our

friendship just like this.

I can't stand to look at you, your smile

your sadness in your eyes, your tears

your everything.

I will never forget you because you are

the person, who healed my heart.

You never did anything, but that's how

I felt about you. You've made me open

my heart, to try to be with someone else.

You know how hard am I, just to forget

my past. He's everything to me.

No one else, no replacement for him

but then when you came into my life

everything's change. but after what happened,

I rather stay like this; I'm all alone.

Take care, soon we will meet again.

Wishing

2010-03-03T18:05:00.000-08:00

Wish I never knew you

Wish I never be friend of yours

Wish I never contact you before

Wish I never care about you

Wish I never fall for you

Too many wishes that I've made tonight

But I can't stop to think about you

I don't know why and I don't know how.

Please, I wish that you could just leave.

That's all I'm asking from you.

No more pain, no more hurts, no more trying

Special Edition

2010-03-02T04:37:00.000-08:00

Angel by Natasha Beddingfield has caught my attention.

Wish that I can do all the stuffs like the lyric said for you.

Just like the shadow, I'll be beside you

I'll be your comfort, and let it guide you home

If I could be your angel, protect you from the pain

I'll keep you safe from danger, you'll never hurt again.

I'm sorry for what I've done to you.

You are one of the greatest thing ever happened in my life

You've made me realized my mistakes.

I think next to you isn't where I belong.

You deserved more than this, way better.

Wish he could see you just like the way I did.

The truly you, the way you felt about him.

I hope you will find someone

that can make you happy sooner or later.

This post is special for you. I'm sorry.

Hanya Ingin Kau Tahu

2010-02-16T16:57:00.000-08:00

Ku telah miliki

Rasa indahnya perihku

Rasa hancurnya harapku

Kau lepas cintaku

Rasakan abadi

Sekalipun kau mengerti

Sekalipun kau pahami

Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu

Besarnya cintaku

Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini

Di setiap hariku

Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Ow wooo wo wo wooo

Walaupun semua hanya ada dalam mimpiku

Hanya ada dalam anganku

Melewati hidup

Rasakan abadi

Sekalipun kau mengerti

Sekalipun kau pahami

Ku pikir ku salah mengertimu

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu

Besarnya cintaku

Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini

Di setiap hariku

Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Aku hanya ingin kau tahu

Besarnya cintaku

Tingginya khayalku bersamamu

Tuk lalui waktu yang tersisa kini

Di setiap hariku

Di sisa akhir nafas hidupku

Ow wooo wo wo wooo

Shattered Glass

2010-02-09T10:02:00.000-08:00

Was it really worth it?

Was she everything that you were looking for?

Feel like a man?

I hope you know that, you can’t come back

Cause all we had, is broken like Shattered Glass.

You’re gonna see me, in your dreams tonight

My face is gonna haunt you all the time

I promise that you gon’ want me back

When your world falls apart, like Shattered Glass.

A B C D

2010-02-07T13:54:00.000-08:00

I've bumped into this guy, after all the conflicts and stuffs
were came to end or I just call him a new friend of mine.
Never thought we can be friends after what happened,
but it turned to be another way around.

Just call him, A.
Friendly, kind-hearted, soft-spoken, and
most important is he looked younger compared to his age :P
I was quite shocked when he told me his age.
Well, our first met was at The Garden where
I was waiting to meet with Syafiq Efendy at GSC Signature.
I thought he's taller than me, but yes he is. just a bit haha !
He was too generous till I've became the other part of Pdot.
haha over je tau ! So, the conversation on that
day were quite dull since that was our 1st time met.

I can't really think more about you,
cause it's already 6am My eyes were tired
and my brain needs rest =)

All I can say is, I'm glad to be one of your friends !
You're nothing like I've been thinking about you those days !
Just like I've said before, I've dedicated
Thank God I Found You by Mariah Carey & 98 Degrees for you.
Cheers for the new friendship, A!
Can't wait to see you again !

Ressurection

2010-02-07T12:37:00.000-08:00

I miss you. I'm dying to be without you,
but it seemed like you don't even care about it
so it's time. The time where I should start
to forget and put all our memories aside,
far far away from my lifeless life.

I never felt this way before. Still I don't think
that we can ever be friend again, because
your presence still lingers here, and it won't
leave me alone. I need you to walk away from
my life. I wish that I never knew you.

Evanescence - My Immortal 02:40
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
but though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along.

New Semester, New Drama

2010-01-16T10:00:00.000-08:00

This coming monday, class dah start oke !

Haish, I gonna miss my bed, selimut busuk saye =(

lastly MAMA. Eventho my hols was about a month,

and I slowly get bored and sick staying at home,

but now I've come to realize that

Staying at home is such a heaven thing to do !

but what can I do kan, life sometimes can be unfair haha

anyway, I can't wait to meet my college mates !

Going to update you guys on my 1st day of 5th semester !

You know you love me,

XOXO Gossip Gays ! haha

God for All

2010-01-08T19:04:00.000-08:00

I dont know what to comment about the latest issue

of using "ALLAH" to all in Malaysia.

but I would say, I disagree with that because

basically it can create the confusion between Muslim

and the others. It's from my opinion.

Full stop. Peace no war.

Second Time Around

2010-01-07T08:45:00.000-08:00

I've just downloaded most of Lady Gaga's songs

but this one song, really grab my attention compared
to the others. The music sounds familiar and I thought
it wasn't Lady Gaga, but suprisingly it was.
It isn't a new song but it was my first time listening to the song.
Second Time Around
was the title. Guys, try to listen to it.
The lyric is good, for me, lately I've noticed that Lady Gaga
really produced good songs and I started to like her. =)
p/s : click the title if you wanna download the song.

Ga Ga Ooh La La Want You Bad Romance ! haha

Xoxo =)

Confused Kid

2010-01-07T01:03:00.001-08:00

What should I buy,

HP Mini ? ( easy to bring to class )
Sony Camcorder ? ( I can make video of my life )
Nikon D60 ? ( Precious moments can be captured )
Any suggestion guys ?
well, I'm starting to save my money to buy one of these =)

New Year's Birthday

2010-01-06T00:24:00.000-08:00

Getting older year by year haha well,

I wish you guys Happy Birthday this month especially,

Madam Gina Manan
January 3rd, 2010

Mohd Nashran Ghazali
January 6th, 2010

Mohd Amir
January 6th, 20

Floopsy
January 8th, 2010

Benafsha Akram
January 9th, 2010

Ridhwan Ghani
January 9th, 2010

Syamimi Zakaria
January 15th, 2010

Shahida Ameri BFF ;D
January 18th, 2010
p/s to Sheda : Selamat menjalani Umrah dgn tenang
jangan lupa doakan kejayaan serta kekayaan aku. haha Amin !

Rewarding Myself

2010-01-02T03:40:00.000-08:00

For the New Year, I think it's my time

for me to get a new phone. I've been dreaming to
get this phone for last few months but my saving didn't agreed with that
so till the end of last year, I've made my decision and bought

Blackberry Bold 9000
Alhamdulillah, at last I've owned my own Blackberry
The features have grabbed my attention !
FYI, I've noticed Blair Waldorf used this phone
for few episodes in Season 3.
That's why I'm craving this phone so much !

You know you love me,
XOXO Gossip Girls !

2 0 1 0

2010-01-01T10:23:00.000-08:00

finally, the time has come,

Happy New Year !
those mistakes in 2009 are good in improving ourselves
People's quote, Learn from the mistake right ? so do I.
Year before, I was different, more precisely I wasn't a good boy
but this year I wanna make a step to be a better one
where I've come to realize that I'm turning into 20,
I'm no longer free to do like in high school.
Family, my priority. Study, second.
Main objective for 2010
I wanna be someone that my family can be proud of
Wish me luck !

Iszraf Asiraf

2009-12-26T00:21:00.000-08:00

I'm totally speechless when I saw your blog
it was awesome ! after what we've been through,
it felt like we were friends since small and it will last forever !
Trust me, miss you Iszraf. can't wait for you to be back here
like we used to be with Appleofmyeyes ! lovecha !

Christmas Birthday

2009-12-25T08:12:00.000-08:00

“Wishing you all have a very best Christmas this year”

been catched up with old friends where I think its good for myself.
kinda freezing tonight but still I'm waiting for my cigarette and
I think I should wish you guys again,
Merry Christmas and Happy Birthday
to few friends of mine.

December 26th, 2009

Riana, happy birthday !

Dann, happy birthday !

Ayie, happy birthday !

XOXO

2009-12-24T17:07:00.000-08:00

Anyone got Gossip Girls Season 3 Episode 11 and so on ?

Please do let me know ok. Damn, I'm so into Blair and Chuck.
Well, don't forget about Nate and Dan coz they're also killing me =)
You know you love me
XOXO gossip girls. ;p

For You

2009-12-19T01:57:00.000-08:00

I gave you all your desired,

All that you needed,
Boy I provided.

I don't know where to start,
or where to stop,
but I know I am done,
I've had enough.

Back To Basic

2009-12-18T23:45:00.000-08:00

Whoah been away from blog, busy with examination

and problems. Currently on holiday, too many things happened
to me but thanks, it made me a stronger person.
Sleep, facebooking, EAT are my activities
at home, what else to do lah kan.
Try to find myself back, try to be near to our Creator.
I've been too far lately, so I think it is
the right time for me to back to basic.
Getting older made me a matured person
where I always think about my future.

haha watever it is, I started to play Ragnarok Online back !
ahaha damn I miss my old times
playing games with friends
less problem! haha.

Berry Berry

2009-11-09T17:48:00.000-08:00

Mama, buy me a Blackberry Storm !!
sumpah smart macam sial.

Attention!

2009-11-09T06:00:00.000-08:00

Guys, you have to see this blog !!
http://www.chelaka.com/blog/
it was the scariest blog i've ever seen
Sumpah, nak muntah weyh !!!

Stickmen

2009-11-09T05:59:00.000-08:00

This is our loveable logo from now on =)
Me, Syafnida, Rubern and Saadiah
well, Sally's stick man got 2 cute boobies
it was rubern's idea. we saw this logo
at google, while we're doing our task in
boring Coco class hahaha
ILY <3

A Trip

2009-11-09T05:20:00.000-08:00

I was planning to go somewhere,
where I can have a peace of mind.
First came up to my mind, was beach !
Just perfect! The breeze is good to cure
my very-tangled mind. I was too busy
till I didn't have enough rest.

Pangkor ? Tioman ? Redang ?
still in consideration. I'm thinking
to invite few friends to come along.
but the most important, is him.
I wanted to clean the mess with him.
Vacation could be the perfect idea !

Everyone, let's go! btw I really missed Syaf, Sally and
loveable husbie, Rubern haha ILY guys =)

Pass By

2009-11-09T05:07:00.000-08:00

I'm really sorry Izanee Asyraff.

Please don't do this to me.
Everyone isn't perfect so do I.
That's all I wanted to say

Mama's Coming Up

2009-09-13T08:26:00.000-07:00

Cant wait for Mama's Birthday
200909 same date on Feeco's mum birthday too
well it falls on the date where all the muslim celebrate it
HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI =)
love you Mama.

Birthday Birthday =)

2009-09-13T08:03:00.000-07:00

Damn !! schedule class super duper packed oke
I was fucking busy till don hv time to update my blog.
owh btw i wanna wish happy belated birthday
to the Twinnie, Feeco, Imran & Hfzh =) tua dah korang kan hah

It's now ramadhan and Raya is coming soon !!
YEAH tapi cuti 1 week je kot. dulu time skola,
best je cuti lame lame haha. anyway Selamat BerPuasa guys !!

Happy Birthday
Izanee Asyraf & Ikmal Aliff
300809
Imran
060909

Hafizah Husain
070908
Syarul Redzuwan
090909

Way Back To Love

2009-08-06T11:44:00.000-07:00

U guys have watched Heart before isnt ?
I didn't expect, after all these years
pickin up the pieces, then putting
my heart back together after
separating from the loved one
made me such a weaker person.
OBVIOUSLY!! cz when i did watched
this movie again, i was haunted by
guilty and sadness tahap dewa
& the result was Im crying.

I don't know how to handle it.
I don't know how to prevent it.
I don't know how am i goin to survive.
I don't know how am i goin to live without you.
I don't know.

I miss you terribly. wish i could turn back time.

Long Long Time Ago

2009-08-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

Lately, i've been watching old movies and tv series
I dont knw why, but it such a good thing to do to fill up
my leisure time since now i'm on semester break!!
Yeay but it's going to be over soon, about less than 2 weeks

Gosh Meteor Garden was my most fav tv series

I'm dying to watch it again!! I hv to download it back
bcz ade org pinjam dulu cd die tapi x pulang kan!!

well, F4 kan were the main characters in Meteor Garden
haha semua hot kan ? especially Jerry and Vic haha

OMG !?

Over it

2009-07-27T04:03:00.000-07:00

pretend like u're never exists in this world
wasn't a good idea. the more u try to forget
the harder it will be. true enough isnt ?
well i've spoke with a guy where i found out
his advises were actually working on me.

I would say that since i tried to forget him
I've never give a break to my own self.
Last few months, I made myself busy with
all those assignmnt stuffs and it stays the same.
then I tried to cool myself down, took a deep breath
pray to ALLAH, and lastly I am sort of found the
peaceful of mind last weekend at my own HOME.
being with mama is the best cure of mine.

1 thing that i've learned, sometimes we think that
we need families and friends to support us but
do u realize that sometimes u need time or a break
for your own self ? think about it.

Dota Dota Dota

2009-07-26T00:02:00.001-07:00

Axe Fav Hero Kot =)

why can't I just stop playing Dota ?
Mother F lah haha 24/7 nak main game je
since becoming "Mr Lonely" haha oke lah
gtg dota time !! Att jgn marah oke
laki ko pon suke main dota oke -_-' haha

Returning

2009-07-24T23:04:00.000-07:00

its been a while i hvnt wrote anything
yela rumah sewa xde streamyx =(
broadband kene block cz x baya ahaha
well i've just finished my examination
gosh pengajian malaysia sucks!!
haha but over all oke lah =)
well i got 54/60 for my digital com carry marks

x saba nak tggu 30 august kan botak kan =)
haha well nnt lah update blog nie
nak siap2 lunch ngn family
gtg tata =)

Busy Busy

2009-06-13T06:32:00.000-07:00

I'm currently busy and I don't have
much time write any entry or even online
later later lah busy nk blaja n rumah baru thingy
=)

Here I Come

2009-05-25T09:45:00.000-07:00

It's party time babeh !!
Ferry Corsten I'm coming for you

Izanee Asyraff

2009-05-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

alaa acaf dh msk UIA
pasnie jarang dh hangout2
haih but its oke lah,
i wish u all the best oke !!!
study well jd lawyer
nnt if ape2 bole suh acaf
je handle case pdot k.
I MISSSS YOOUUU SOO MUCHHH

K.I.K.C

2009-05-18T19:07:00.000-07:00

I don't know where start or
where to stop cz it will never end
unless you've changed !!
this particular person who try to
act like he is soo cool n try to snatch
all the girl's hearts out there
but yeah this time, GOTCHA !!
pls la man, don't be like SOO-womanizer
cz it doesn't suits u at ALL !!
owh gosh what else I can say
u just keep on repeating the same
mistake again and again !!
Fuck dowh ko nie. Idk what should i
call you now cz you're acting like
somebody else like you're totally
stranger to me =(
please go back to basic and
think think think about people
around you that actually care about you.
or you're jz too stupid and can't think about it
whatever it is, I do miss the OLD you
but it will never be the same.
coz you've broke my little fragile HEART.
Fullstop.

Enough

2009-05-18T07:40:00.000-07:00

Too much drama.
It's like stupid dumb jokes
and only assholes play that jokes.
We're done.
You go your way
and I will go mine.
to People,
talk as much as you
can about me.
Like I give a damn =)
To you, sorry for being rude.

Happy Birthday

2009-05-18T01:03:00.000-07:00

Happy 18th Birthday
Farahin Hamdan
May Allah blessed you
with all the kindness =)

College Life

2009-05-10T16:11:00.000-07:00

Ikmal Aliff Jamaluddin

Take care of yourself at
Malacca Matriculation !!
I will visit you soon k syg =)
Jangan manjee uhhh sgt k

Btw thx for spending ur time
till almost 5am dgn me
Gonna miss you so much !!! =((

Mama

2009-05-09T23:23:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day

to all mothers living in this world
Nothing can replace you
Your ways are too perfect
You completed my daily life
You're my life, you're my hopes.
I need you like water, like breath, like rain.
All I need is you.

I LOVE YOU, MAMA
Norma'lum bt Bahari

Excited

2009-05-09T01:49:00.000-07:00

I don't know why I'm fuckin
excited about this coming raya.
ye lah first of all dapat minta maaf
dgn mama ayah n family. then i
can meet my friends where I rarely
see lately coz of buzy-ness hahaha =)
gosh anyway guys, ATTENTION !!

ALL OF YOU GUYS ARE INVITED
TO MY HOUSE ON HARI RAYA.

p/s : x taw kt mane, ask la ek =)

Happy Birthday

2009-05-06T01:43:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th Birthday
Intan Syazreena Dato' Bakaruddin
Sara Kamarul Zaman
Aku Syg Ko =)

Bring Back The Pulse

2009-05-05T04:21:00.000-07:00

2 DAYS OF
FREEDOM
29 and 30 May 2009
A' Famosa Resort, Malacca

Activities

Freedom Cheer
Freedom Live Wall
Freedom Trampoline
Freedom Tattoo
Freedom Rides

Previous Freedom at Mount Kiara

Crystal Clear

2009-05-03T04:14:00.000-07:00

I didn't go anywhere today
I don't even know where to go to
haish the emptiness is slowly
taking over me and I don't
know how to win over myself back

Yes I shouldn't think like this but
I can't stop from doing it
You're supposed to be my friend
where I put my trust on but
your're turning into a different person
where I don't even know you at all

I will try to regain what I've lost
but I'll never forget you. NEVER EVER.
you're always gonna be the one
I never someone like you and
I don't know why people didn't
realized that you're just too good
and yet I've already realized it
youu wasn't for me

Way Too Far

2009-05-02T16:43:00.000-07:00

I never thought that she could be that
evil oke ? we were like BFF gile babi
and she always told me that
"boyfriend come and go, friends stay forever"
take note oke guys !!!!
but then does she really knw the exact meaning
ape yang die ckp ? I dont think so =(

but FYI, if u're planning to use him as a temporary BF
just to wait for someone else to come back,
then i'll make sure that u will never b happy ok ?

how come u made a statement like
"u r in love with A, but u will definitely will choose B"
that is totally FUCK UP oke syg ?
Wake up!! u r not in fairy tale story dear
this is reality !! people with feeling are exist in this world
and not to be played around like voodoo dolls

I just wana to make it clear in public
there is nothing between us and goddamnit
trust ur own FRIEND especially
YOUR BOYFRIEND oke ?

with that i rest my case :p

May 1st

2009-05-01T01:54:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th Birthday
Saiful Nizam Baharin
May God Bless You With
All The Kindness

Hypnotized

2009-04-27T17:53:00.000-07:00

I was blinded by your words
All those lies I kept inside me
Those promises you asked me
to hold on but now there's nothing left
All my tears, they keep running
down my face, how could you forget about me?

I wish we could start all over again
from the moment we met but
I think it is not worth it because
now I realized that you are just unworthy
but I'll cherish every moments we had together

Yeah I miss you so much but
you are with her now
so I won't bother you guys
just so you know
I still love you like I did before

No Matter

2009-04-21T11:51:00.000-07:00

I will never stop loving you
Give up is not the best words
to describe the feeling now =)
and its all because of you syg ;p

Cant Be Without You

2009-04-20T18:05:00.000-07:00

I just dont know how to handle it
I just dont know how to face it
I just dont know how to think rationally
I just dont know how to let anyone else in
I just dont know why I love you so much
I just dont know why you do this to me
I just dont know what to do
I just dont know where should I start
I just dont know where should I stop
I just dont know when its all going to end

April's Luck

2009-04-19T12:19:00.000-07:00

This April was totally wicked !!
lot of things happened and gosh
Im gonna miss all those moments

the latest one was actually today
but early in the morning
I met Ruzaini or juz call him Zynie

Frankly speaking, he's cute dowh
but then plus polite and nice
and People, I just LOVE making friends
oke ? haha

and yet I met Amy ( Sara's bf )
we talked about that moron yg
mengaku die bf Sara (bodo kan gile x malu)
chat chat untill 530 whoah
then sume blk cz dah ngantok plus
Zynie keje today at 12 =)

Happy Hours

2009-04-18T12:41:00.000-07:00

Im so happy whenever im with you
eventhough I just spend few hours
with you, u made me smile the whole day

I didn't asked for repay cz everything
that I did for you is just because I syg You
Sayang oke take note !!
bukan I love You oke ?? ;p

I hope we will stay forever this way
Im not gonna leave you behind
Im always there for wherever you need me
Fuck jiwang mcm pukimak oke ;p

Currently listening to My heart will go on
hahaha

Syarul Redzwuan

2009-04-17T03:26:00.000-07:00

let me introduce you
friend of mine where we just knew
about less than 2 months
he's originally from Sg Petani, Kedah
but currently stay at Shah Alam
I got his passport pic and then I just
snapped it cz saje saje =)
haha u can just called him

FEECO

poyo bajet ko hensem ? =p
seriously he's a nice guy and im lucky that
i had a chance to get to know him
haha he looks like Ameer abit dowh
but no matter wat happened
we're gonna make it kan pakcik ? =p
nie pic die lah i just put it randomly

Adam Sayang

2009-04-15T01:41:00.000-07:00

ADAM ADAM sorry sorry
I was damn busy oke lately
now I'll redeem all the time
with you k ? tp ur treat k =p
hehe btw I MISS you so much syg ;p

Friends Come and Go

2009-04-14T02:06:00.000-07:00

Life sometimes isn't that fair
We might have to let go of people
that we love the most and
it is so PAINFUL
till you actually think that
what life is all about ?
Life sometimes can be wonderful
but in a blink of eyes it also
can turned out into something that
we didn't expect it to happen
well, that is LIFE

Seeing someone that we love so much
with someone that we are closed
was totally fucked up and it's not healthy
well, obviously you can't hide those
unwanted feeling but then you try to fake it
because maybe you can't afford of losing the loves one
or maybe one of them is your bestfriend

You try your very best just to comfort them
but then it seems like they are actually
don't even care about you and the worst part
of it is they said they love you, FRIEND
and OBVIOUSLY they don't

Life life life
well, life is just a lie
eventhough you said that you're able to
handle it but deep inside your heart says
that "no dear, you can't accept it"
yeah, you know that same sex love
is not a normal thing but the thing is
just put some respect on it because
it is people's choice of what they want to be
and they also have feeling and
yet still want to be loved by someone

If you're happy with her now
then just go on and don't let
someone else take her from you
eventhough the decision is actually
hurt me so much but it is your decision
what I can do is now picking up the
pieces of my heart that you broke it
and putting it back together
and try to get over you

All I can say is I'm better off WITHOUT you

Single is FABULOUS

2009-04-13T01:01:00.000-07:00

Single Single Single Boys out there

Past just made us stronger
It's depend on us
How we manage to handle it ?
How we're gonna face the future without YOU?
But DO THINK ABOUT OTHERS FEELING TOO
Don't just simply take an easiest way
Coz it won't help you at all
Well basically Im talking through out my experiences
We're gonna get a better one later on
TRUST ME OKE !!

Well this time it is more likely
ADVICES TO THOSE WHO TRY TO FORGET SOMEONE

Me P D O T, A D Y, D A N N

STEP TO FORWARD

Well obviously, 1st thing you must do is
Set your mind that the person is just not
meant to be together with you and someday
you will get a better one isnt ? =)

then try to ignore anything that reminds you
of him/her but don't hate it coz it will make you
miss them more so just act like you don't even care
well frankly speaking I love to cry after I've become
plastic man well pdot kan who cares ? =)

well sometimes song also fucked up oke
merosakkan mood dikala senja menjelma haha
bodoh je kan ? tengah mood oke but then lagu sedih
keluar mesti you was like " WTF lah lagu nie !!" isnt?
so try to feed yourself with songs that only helps you
to get through all this unnessesary mess oke dear?

I know it is so hard to just walk away coz
to leave something that we love isn't the easist thing to do
then choose an option where you don't have to
stay away from him/her, eventhough it's killing you
but it's actually will make you stronger babeh !!

Recomended Movie that you should go for is

Recommended Song you should listen is

Leann Rimes - Life Goes On

So basically, there are plenty of ways
of reducing your stress here baby.
I'm just try to get over you but then I can't
but but, it doesn't mean that I'm not
trying oke ahaha btw gi mati lah kau weyh=)

Nk pi mandi sat oke
TC guys hope you'll enjoy it !! =)

Incomparable

2009-04-12T03:59:00.000-07:00

Im 19 at last duhh haha

well nothing to say much
Im just want to say

Thank you guys cz igt my birthday keh ? ;p

haha well there 4 presents I've been looking for

1st Beloved MAMA ILY ;p

2nd Izanee Asyraff

3rd Syafnida Shuhaimi

4th Friends

all my friends who were there for me
wherever I need them.

that is all I wanted for my birthday present k guys

My Brighter Day

2009-04-06T16:27:00.000-07:00

Today I looked my problems
as something that actually
made me of who i am now
I tried to feed people's fill
but never think about mine

Pity you, pdot !!
never give yourself a chance
to even make a change in my life

But this time I'll make a change
because you are something to me
if not, there is no motive I'm doing this

I walked away so that you can tasted your
sweetest day's memories together with her
loving each other and go on just like normal couple
Most important thing is you are happy dear
and take a good care of her oke
that are all I wanted from you..
May God bless you
Amin

Letting You Go

2009-04-05T14:03:00.000-07:00

I fake a smile so he won't see
What I want and I need
And everything that we should be
How could I face the faceless day
If I should lose you now?
From the 1st time we met
I knew that I'm gonna fall for you
I knew I should not felt that way
But I can't even stand it
The best thing that I can do now is
Letting you go with someone else
And banished all the memories
We had together before
Yes, it is tough thing to do but
It is for our own good though
I'll never regret that I got a chance
To know a person like you because
I was lost in my very own self
Gosh it's killing me every second
whenever I think about it
But you deserve a person much better than me
My heart still breaking and I miss you even more
But it makes no different
I'm always stuck with these emotions
And the more I try to feel
The less I'm whole
I'm trying to find a reason for goodbye
You made me feel alright
for once in my life but
so together but so broken up inside
For hating you I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
But I have to let you go
And I will do.....

all because of you,
P D O T

Afgan - Entah

2009-04-03T15:38:00.000-07:00

Fuck ouh lagu nie lyric die
haih mcm CE***A je
well I hope I will not
have to face the same way
dgn ape yg lyric nie
try smpaikan hrmmmmm

Izanee Ashraff

2009-04-02T16:03:00.000-07:00

Acaf the Twinnie haha
saje je letak pic nie cz
acaf hot dlm pic nie haha ;p
Berdansa jom yang !!!

Pic acaf plg comel !! ;p

Birthday Boy

2009-03-11T10:52:00.000-07:00

Happy 19th Birthday ~~Mohd Amir Aimran Bahari~~

Corporate Day

2009-03-10T11:11:00.000-07:00

Masscomers Semester 2 Group A with Madam Azian

Our next assignment is where we all need to dressed up properly most likely formal wear lahbut depends on wat u are going to be as a Media Practitioner whoaah i was quite late actually cz kene tggu turn mandi kat rumah sewa eyna ahaha ramai lah katekan then i tot im was the only who was late bt skali eikha's voice pierced my ears when i was about to enter the class "Pdot !!!" ahaha whoah eikha lawa gile kot haha suke make up die n the attire for sure then Saadiah and Syuhda pon entered and they all also fucking gorgeous kot last bt not least Syafnida n Qis pon arrived plg lambat la kirenye ( diva la kot haha) haha tp quite shock cz Syaf really stunning on that day. Shocking red shirt with attached skirt was perfectly on her haha syaf nie ikhlas oke haha well u can see the pics below keh

Jangan Bilang Tidak

2009-02-28T08:17:00.000-08:00

haha boring kot weekend nie so ajak Ameer hangout since
I pon nk jmpe Ameer n Bieha ;p plus Aliph br blk frm perlis
so bole jmpe skali 2 in 1 org ckp so pegi pavy jmpe twinnie dann mel
lepak2 til ptg den dieorg nk p ikea makan meatball so do I !!
haha sumpah sedap kot bt kene tggu sat coz
Bieha nie nk shopping ouh die p beli Paris Hilton Bag
and sum other stuffs ;p
afta that kiteorg pon gerak p Ikea jugak pegi pegi je skali sale la plak
so I pon shopping la 2 items for my room dustbin and
laundry bag since sume dh kinda old ;p
so makan2 kt Ikea then meet up dieorg blk kt lua Ikea n
snapping2 picture mcm biase lah then balik afta that daaaa ;p

Ulu Yam

2009-02-25T20:39:00.000-08:00

haha lama kot x pegi Ulu Yam since
abis skola haih konon2 bz la tu
haih so in the morn, i tried to
finish up my journal smpai la ptg
with Eynaqueen haha tp suku pon
x jalan actually haha n eyna ajak
p Ulu yam ngn Hana Fiq Boyot Sab
hah i was like whoahh sumpah excited
haha terjun punya terjun sedar2 dh
pukul 7 nk maghrib dah so we're leaving
the nature around 715 but seriously
best especially bile siang panas nk mati

Eyna Oi

2009-02-12T15:14:00.000-08:00

Smlm tido rumah sewa eyna sume n Din dtg tlg Eyna buat
assignment RTW. Din lukis2 comel kot kartun gigi 3 btg haha
then we went 4 dinner n hell yeah I left my wallet dlm kete Din
& kelam kabut carik 1 umah Eyna tp x jumpe so trus tido rumah die
haha shit !! so kiranya nk p class Psychology lah pukul 830 tapi
kemalasan melanda bila tgk sume still sleeping at 740 haha jd
apa kata kita join skali ;p Lucky class Madam Azian pon cancel
so mcm OMG gile heavan idop aku !! YEAAAHHHHH
at noon Mama call tanye nk pick up me pukul brape so I decided to
blk selayang around 3 coz bgn pon dah pukul 12 ;p
tp tetibe Att siap siap and tanye die nk pegi mana coz
she got no class today "owh nk pegi BB la jln2" die ajak sume
but sadly Sab, Hana n Fasha tak join us
Ayah dtg and amik me kt rumah sewa but then die nk p subang sat
so he dropped me at KTM Sg Buloh shit KTM !! lembab gile
arrived TS around 615 so we met up at Starbucks
so mula la operasi SHOPPING dieorang haih
sumpah lama plus tiring ouh !!! tp bes haha !!!
haha nnt sambung blk dah ngantok kot
already 730 dowh tak tido lagi
bye ;p

Ou Ou Ou

2009-02-10T06:52:00.000-08:00

Haih esk Tam sume nk p tgk mv so I pon ckp lah "eh tgk kt ou nk?
cz td dgr berita KL jam gile" haha gile tipu kot I nk p jmpe Twinnie
je actually hahahaha Kekanda Aliph see betapa baeknya dinda nie ;p
haha so we went there and bought Ong Bak2 at 815 so kami jln2
dlu lah me and Sara went to c Aliph Shit Acaf dh blk coz die
abis awal dat day while Aliph abis at 10 so afta tgk mv
kami pon blk and I straight away tido ble smpai rumah
haha k daa ;p

Eyna's House

2009-02-07T11:43:00.000-08:00

Right afta p OU visiting Twinnie and Bride Wars, kami pon chow
blk rumah awal coz Awa nk siap pegi rumah Eyna ade kenduri
Kekah ( idk how to spell it) nephew die.

so balik smpai je rumah, i str8 away p toilet. cz smpai rumah dh
almost 9 then nk besiap lg haha biase lah ;p tp this time
Awa siap lg lambat dr me lah so me and Awa pon pegi same
smpai2 je kiteorg mcm OMG sume org pakai sopan gile n
kiterog mcm haihawa jom blk lah ;p haha then buat
muke tak malu masuk je. smpai2 jekt entrance
Ayah Eyna tego me "lama dah tak nampak"
haha takot oke so then lepak lah dgn sume
manusia yg dlm picture kt tepi nie. blk dr umah
eyna, me awa kecik went to NZ lepak-ing sat ;p

One Utama

2009-02-07T11:21:00.000-08:00

me and Awa teramat lah taktau nk buat
apa on Saturday eve so i ckp lah dgn Awa
"Jom lah p OU" coz actually I nk p jmpe
Aliph and Acaf yg keje kt situ haha
Aliph working at GAP while Acaf kt ALDO
sumpah Acaf comel ouh Aliph pon same
So smpai around 4 Acaf pon rest for 1 hour

so die nk makan Mcd jgk I br je lepas makan kot smlm ;p
haha so met him kt Mcd afta that we went to Aliph
yg tgh menggosok baju haha I was quite shocked cz
Aliph looked so matured oke !! haha dgr mustache & beard die yg shave x habis but kacak ouh kanda

So at 5.35 me & Awa pon p naek kt GSC
to watch Must Watch movie" Bride Wars"
haha sumpah suke gile kot cite nie
planning to watch wit Acaf tp die pon
dah tgk so i pegi la tgk haha tp
ape ape pon if got time pegi p
tgk movie nie sumpah best !!
go Kate n Anne

McDonald Telawi

2009-02-07T11:09:00.000-08:00

on Feb 5th, it was thursday nite, me Att n Shu tak
balik rumah lagi so we're like OMG boring kot !!
so we did call Acai to pick up us jalan jalan

so we went to Mcd Telawi cz me dah lapar gila
kot time tu it was an emergency kot kiteorg
tersupport Israel by eating Mcd. forgive us !!
haha then snap snap pictures la apa lagi
activity kami but Att havent transfer
the pictures yet I only got a few pics frm my phone

Att bajet cute plak ;p

At Last

2009-02-07T10:55:00.000-08:00

haha finally my visual com
assignment which I had
to colour 11 pages full of
boxes ( i think la kan) haha ;p then dapat new
assignment "JOURNAL"
yeay!!

Items

2009-02-07T10:44:00.000-08:00

Haha my sis did bought me a new boxer ouh sumpah I
suke kot the colour !! haha look so manje
mula mula I was like ouh my fav colours
combination of pink black white
sumpah cute kot colour cam tu haha ;p

Confession of a Shopaholic
when i looked at this book only 1 thing came up
frm my mind Omg i must have this book oke !!

So nothing much to say about it haha
miss the Twinnie ouh lame ta jumpe

Sunburst KL 2009

2009-01-31T14:20:00.001-08:00

fuck i really wanna
go to this event !!
kawan2 blanje saya ticket ;p
haha but i think im going
to this event lah
banyak kot artis yg dtg
international...
i heard if we're lucky,
then we can try on the
new things club using
sample of the Silent Disco
phenomena before
experiencing the full-scale
version at Sunburst KL09.
apa lagi meh la kumpul duit
dr skang ;p
more info at
Sunburst

Chinese New Year

2009-01-31T05:50:00.000-08:00

Syaf ajak me pegi TS maen bowling

ahaks WTF aku nk main bowling??
sory la simpang malaikat
haha so me Tam Awa pon pegi TS
then I did msg Acaf to come
hehe twinnie were at Pavilion
alarh dekat je if nk jln pon ;p

Ramai ahh kt TS tu igtkn bape
org je haih Japp Ayunnie, her bro n bf,
Aziman, Baby n her bf

tah la ramai sgt ;p
afta main bowling sume
kiteorg lepak2
Japp Syaf nk pegi send
Faiz to airport
so we're separated,
Twinnie pon
nk p mana tah so I said
we meet up later sumwhere

me Tam Awa Nabil Ameer went to
heritage row kt kdai mamak ujung tu ;p
lepak lepak then Ayie Nash Kerol Awe
pon sampai so we decided to watch
Underworld kt Klcc

haha actually i was my plan
to go to KLCC coz Acaf kt sane ;p
dieorg sume msk movie 1st
but i went down n met Acaf jap ;p
chat chat chat wit Acaf
I pon p masuk mv haha
naseb baek cite best !!
-End-

Syafnida's House

2009-01-29T04:58:00.000-08:00

After hantar Syaf dgn Tam,
at Putrajaya we went back
to Selayang. at 1st
we're planning to
go chillin out sumwhere
but then Syaf invited
us to her small party ;p
she also invited those
lovable Twinnie ;p
haha so oke lah
Aliph was at Ou if
im not mistaken while
Acaf stil home ;p

so around 9 we went to
Ampang to pick up Dewi
then Putra, fetched up Twinnie
den pegi rumah Syaf
bile smpai je we're like
OMG sume org pkai sopan2
shit Syaf ckp small party
haha afta die kene bebel ngn me
haha we all pon msuk slm2 ;p
haha but papepon her bro's voice
is soo fuckin good especially
when he sang Maha Karya Cinta haha
btw Tq Syaf for inviting us and
Twinnie tq for joinin u
muaxxx xoxo ;p

Assignment Assignment

2009-01-29T04:37:00.000-08:00

lately assignment oke lagi
but idk yet in few weeks
more to come hahaha
this one group assignment under Reading Thinking & Writing teaches by Mdm Azian

btw Visual Communication
ade session coloring
best ouh ;p tp leteh cz

kene buat 11 pages

This is Syaf's

this is mine ;p

Att Shisha

2009-01-29T04:20:00.000-08:00

sumpah malam nie paling
bodoh kot cz cc kt unisel
tutup at 12am so me n Att
were like Owh gosh whre ta
hell we wanna go ?
otw back to our houses
skali nmpk shisha
kt kdai mkn ape tah name
then i said y don gv a try la
kan memndangkn boring nie
haha then Att pon oke ;p
mula2 nk blk awal around 1230
but at last jd 130 haha
tp Att mcm seladang isap
shisha ;p
( muke i ignore je oke =] )

Bieha's Birthday

2009-01-28T23:37:00.000-08:00

haha we're planned like

we're nt goin to celebrate
her birthday...mcm mcm lh
cakap ameer pegi penang
pdot bz lah so tggl awe
and japp haha but at last
sume dapat join includin'
Syafnida ;p

Happy 19th Birthday Bie !!

Bile snap2 pic
kiteorg lh yg

lebih haha ;p

Fav Pic Ouh ;p

Bie got N73
frm Ameer =)

Movie Movie

2009-01-28T22:45:00.000-08:00

Yes, class sem ne abis on Thursday !!
so I got lot of time to enjoy huhu ;p
I n kawan2 went to OU to watch
INKHEART at 1 am duhhh !!
cite nie dah la ngantok but bestt
Capiq Ajim Amin also joined
us afta dieorg had their Futsal ;p

the next day pegi TS tgk mv jugak
Underworld : Rise of the Lycans
ni oke heroin cun tp mati plak =(
I give 8 upon 10 ;p

but i tot Kate Beckinsale
ade la kua muke skali
at last about 10 seconds je
die kua haha but to those
yg tak tgk part 1 & 2
quick get the DVD coz
its worth it !!
Enter the Underworld

2008 Worth Watching Movies

2009-01-28T16:42:00.000-08:00

Wild Child -Emma Roberts

Sumpah best oke !! Who are we ??!!

27 Dresses - Katherine Heigl
haha light and easy movie tho ;p

Pathology - Milo Ventimiglia
thriller and complicated movie

Step Up 2 - Robert Hoffman,
Briana Evigan
the coolest movie ever !!

Transporter 3 - Jason Statham
hero die hawtt dowh ;p

Twilight - Kristen Stewart,
Peter Facinelli
the sweetest movie
thru out the year ;p

2nd Semester

2009-01-28T14:02:00.000-08:00

haha Unbelievable !
Dah sem 2 oke thank
god cz I didnt hv to
extend, my study
i got 3.07 oke la tu for
beginner. sedapkn ati ;p
haha so this sem yet still
5 new subjects and
new lecturers !

owh man nasib baek
Mdm Azian still mengajar
me lagi yeah lega skit

this sem ade Pengajian Islam
and Psychology ;p
Wish me luck !!!

ni lh keje kami if
boring2 dlm class
kan eikha ;p

Muke boring ;p

Port Dickson Trip

2009-01-08T03:18:00.000-08:00

O M G !! At last we're going for holidays !!
I was so excited evnthough
it wasnt my 1st time visiting PD
but im goin wit all my precious friends
which is Tam's Family
We went there by 3 cars which are
Tam's, Awe's and last but not least
our new member, Japp and Ayunnie
Here I put some of our pictures
having fun together ;p
Thank you guys

Supper Club

2009-01-06T18:57:00.000-08:00

We're going to celebrate new year
but yet we haven't decided
where we wanna go and its already 6pm !!
Duhh I don wan my new year eve is
going to be the most lousy night
like i've been thru since lately

Meanwhile, Aliph and Acaf (the twins) were
at the Pavilion at 1st then they switched
place to The Curve for a reason

Supper Club was the best choice for us tonight
then oke we're going to Supper Club !!!
Yeay I knew its goin to be a BLAST there !!

We're get ready for tonight but Ameer haven't
reached home from JB and its 9pm !!
Bieha was with me and she's like
OMG OMG pdot laki aku x smpai lagi
hahaha its totally WTF bieha !!
but I dont know how fast that Ameer
drove that night coz he reached selayang
at 10pm OKE !!

Maggie, Awa, Amar and Japp joined us !!
I love u all lah especially Kecik Amer
ehem ehem paham paham sendiri ;p
I had so bloody fun that night
but out cepat sangat ;p
sory guys hahaha

"bawak aku ke
jalan yang benar" isnt ? ;p

Bieha dah over ;p